One more day till we pick up stakes, and actually move to Hollywood full time, not just for summer.

I’m slouched just right at the end row seat, watching Randolph Scott doing some 24 toothed heroic, selfless deeds,

When on go the theatre lights, blasting on in a nuclear like wave of retinal squishing, which cant be good, if lower alpha waves are the goal .yesterday at graduation I got to do my grand gesture, as official marble champ, II HAD MOST OF THE SCHOOLS MARBLES,I HAD THEM IN A BOWLING BAG AND JUST WHEN THE SCHOOL PRINCIPAL ORDED THE ROWS TO MARcH ,I SPILLED THE THOUSAND GOOD MARBLES ALL OVER THE SCHOOLYARD SENDING MOST ALL SCRAMBLING

what a thrill to make this less than grand gesture, as my mother said they were to heavy to carry on the plane well it felt good anyway

That’s it, there leading me to the gallows, no heroic goodbyes to my friend, mother, father, cultural open book for my subconscious to absorb western thought and values, and quite an incarnation it has been.

Already I miss my routine visits to the field museum, supposedly the biggest bldg in the world, even the pentagon.

The main foyer was so immense in marble and dadoes woods, it had 3 full sized airliners hanging as a mobile, that’s big

Summer night in Jackson park where like out of a old southern plantation movies, medium sized riverboats were leaving the bridges floating onto the lake, picnic fires were blazing, kids were sneaking there dads whiskey, the smell of hot dogs and marshmallows framed by fireflies chasing dragonflies, beating eaten by croaking bullfrogs , only with the darkies conspicuously missing.

Racism soon showed its face and with the power of agreed upon reality along with shared pain, add in social inequity, flaver fave this boiling pot with the horrible bat guano of religion, whatta you got? Bipidy boppity doo.Who new about racial sociology then?

Just a few blocks from this idyllic scene was the racial dividing cusp. The actual dividing line was 67^th street south, either side was a breach for the incorrect racial persuasion and the playing wasn’t for marbles. Along 67th toward the beach the homes graduated in stature from brown brick to elaborate sculptures if flagstone and cherry wood on even had a trough with live goldfish swimming around in it how cool was that. Across was the public golf course a haven for my Saturn on algol 25 Taurus having sabian symbol for park at dusk. My main tasks in life had become staying away from the house I went there to eat and sleep, getting inventive in ways to do things along, with my huge appetite for reading great books, books that portrayed great messages or probed not yet solved problems especially regarding the universe and how it is.

These funny little guys always giggling, where are they taking me? Were floating towards the transom directly open over the bedroom door, then its morning. After extensive regressions into my own abduction case it seems that a human incarnation in almost punitive ,and if you are at all aware you realize, we are here to serve, like lunatic patriots rushing to front line,

Oh Benny, you have such a vivid imagination, no elves are here, bleats my Lucille ball clone mother, get ready for school.