Its been the customary wisdom, regarding brushes with death stories, a wide berth for parameters.
I can tell you this, being close to, or near ,out of body, in a huge, black, cold cave, faintly hearing the grumblings of others, some nearby, others in the distance.
Eerie is the expectant quality of the moment, as you wait for the other shoe to fall.
THE HEROIN WORLDGOROUND 
Both Barry’s were here with me, to get down with some Hollywood boulevard. Smack,known then as stuff.
We were STANDING in front of a relic an old hotel,RINGING WITH MEMORIES,south of
The connection seems like a cool guy ,he
cooks up the smack, and I geeze it first, not much of a rush, but I, respective of junkie protocol, and
above all
Barry #1 shoots up second, gets his rush,so after the proper minute or, so I repeat, NO FLASH, the cooker man , still for a time, then gazed, stretched it around awkwardly, somehow loudly silent, as he offered up a fresh fix, vibe toned down, right kind of guy,Ok very cool, well be back. That second pop sent me onto the velvet slide to nothingness. We said goodbyes and hit the door serene in our heroin high ,peace beyond understanding.
Hotfooting down the three flights of stairs, halfway I realized, the first shot was a skin pop, meaning ,I had the heroin in me, just not mainline, in my vein.
Now both barrels are off and I’m OD’d. spiraling into blackness, nothing there, just a cool,chilly, mild breeze
Luckily Barry #2 propped me up, as the police raiders, shotguns out, were running full speed, right past us. up towards the third floor loft, of the dealer.
Somehow Barry#2 got
me to his house in the old
I loved Barry, a great
friend, and by the way, in the prestigious top 100 students WORLDWIDE,
ACADEMICALLY evidenced in the
Propped up in my hospital bed,I wince as here comesmy 14 karar asshole doctor, who keeps telling me vitamins are useless, see just look at you, he pontificates ,with a halitosis sprayer attachment down deep in his rotting colon, what did they do for you?. Besides the blackheads on his 33 year old, bloated face, generally looked like shit.
Well my excuse for being on my back was 2 years of full time partying with mega blo and hash,mixed with tequila and mesca land an extreme case of pancreatitus with a gallbladder attack, and if I hadn’t been taking my nutrients I would not had a chance..Im 50+ your 30, introduce me to your girlfriend, if you got one,
At one point in my several hospital stays, I received an opportunity to find a great doctor, quite by chance {synchronicity} allowing me to get a CTscan, that showed the tumor/cyst, the size of a softball, bridging my liver and lung, they waited not one second, but immediately ran a needle, that looked like a big turkey baster, right into the cyst, hitting my lung and liver, in the piercing. Thank god or whatever she’s calling itself today, they just did it .
Took seven days of morphine to stop that pain ,but it saved my life. had that scenario twice now, in two separate hospitals, CLEARLY THE RESULTS OF SMOKING TOBACCO second round put me on life support for 4 months ,still ticking due to nutrition
I point this out for the week previous I was lowered into a tray of ice, my head packed with ice and went into a 2 week in and out coma.
As a metaphysician and past life therapist in a way I welcomed the experience, with the rationale, how would I use this information, curious intellectual quirk of the mentally busy or jupiter in gemini
I remember after leaving the cold cavern and thinking o no, no streak of light, I guessed wrong, god is aS.O.B.
just then appeared a comic book, line drawing minimalist construct being, tabulating at a meager desk. floating in a white glowing backdrop room like Context .Nothing had edges
The being pointed me to the right, then disappeared, whereupon that headache returned over my spirit and flesh, as I woke up tom the third dimension earth karma reality, I am still woven in.
Two times I went to the cartoon emissary, the second time I complained to him, that he had scared me to, excuse the pun, to death.
Upon hearing this, he explained that I had a choice right now to go back to the Summerland’s and bone up, or finish out my assignment here.along with added knowledge and no quarter for ego,take it as IT COMES .
After a few moments of reverie, I decided to go back for the 2012 promise ,that will be enough for this soul.
With that choice, a new doctor came in and said they had a new antibiotic and he would add it to the 24 hour drip I was on now
A Few days later, I was released with a new lease for life, as I was entering my museum like, gigantic flat, in old los feliz , still floating and drifting down a stream of reveries, from the massive doses of glorious morphine, mind honey, stereophonic nectar of the jazz gods.
Drifting in the lower astral plains,I could see the massive forearms of the 2 angels holding me on both sides as we experienced, in elongated flashes, worlds of both darkness and light ,including a newer planet at the fringe of the material plane, where I was shown a beautiful blond women, with huge alien catlike eyes, structured physically exactly to my most animal and aesthetic tastes.the glance was riviting and meaningful but im not sure how
I don’t know to this day, further down or up this third dimensional lifetime, whether she was a genetic creation from the gallons of semen that several groups of alien sample gatherers have exacted from me, or a soul mate imprisoned waiting for me to do my time here on the earth.
Born with a conjunction on a BLACK HOLE.\
most tragic love dramas are avoid black hole diversions
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Well that’s what I can share from the drama of my performance on the stage of agreed upon reality up-close firsthand experience. Now we know, due to the work of DR. Newton, the APRT. Barbara Lamb,Loy young,{ Earth chain cable TV disseminating astrology and reincarnation hypnosis recordings ,live demonstrations of ufo abductions using telepathy to reverse the struggle for power and obtaining, more clearly, the motive of the aliens in question, to the exclusion of separate agendas, with other visiting beings.} Heaven as it is known, as in the present-day western world is properly called the summer lands or Marduk.
there is no biblical heaven.there is no moslem heaven.there is no jewish heaven its all BULLSHIT,TOTAL BULLSHIT
A Pool of 60 billion souls or so reside there, 6 billion or so are here for 2012, where the total may be significantly reduced.
It would seem that those of the purple ray, or in simple terms souls enriched with compassion and GOOD DEEDS , disputed in our present heavily edited bible, the bible of today is misleading and incorrect, as presently worded. GOOD DEEDS are the way in.
This is verifiably so
Evidence galore